{"id":378,"date":"2018-01-24T04:00:17","date_gmt":"2018-01-24T10:00:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/?p=378"},"modified":"2021-01-17T20:00:55","modified_gmt":"2021-01-18T02:00:55","slug":"2018-01-24-noticing-the-about-to-moment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/2018-01-24-noticing-the-about-to-moment\/","title":{"rendered":"January 24 &#8211; Noticing the about-to moment"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Friends,<\/p>\n<p>The next aspect of phenomena we are invited to investigate are what are called the &#8220;aggregates&#8221; &#8211; a way of describing the kinds of &#8220;stuff&#8221; that make up our experience.<\/p>\n<p>The list of aggregates is:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>material form &#8211; like your body and the things your body senses (sights, sounds, etc.)<\/li>\n<li>feeling tone &#8211; as we already discussed, the pleasant, unpleasant, or neutral flavor of a moment of contact<\/li>\n<li>perceptions &#8211; the process that attaches a name to an experience (this sound = bird)<\/li>\n<li>formations &#8211; mental factors that arise, including the factor of volition<\/li>\n<li>consciousness &#8211; the cognizing function of the mind &#8211; that which simply knows<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Just to suss out some of these other items:<\/p>\n<p><strong>Perceptions<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>As we&#8217;re all aware, perception isn&#8217;t always accurate &#8211; the mirage of a lake shimmering on the highway on a hot summer day, or a faint hum that sounds like people murmuring in another room that&#8217;s actually the rumbling of the furnace in the basement. We can get caught in other mis-perceptions too. We think things are solid and lasting, and then get dismayed when the new car gets its first dent or the tea mug breaks. We call things &#8220;mine&#8221; and &#8220;yours&#8221; &#8211; that&#8217;s &#8220;my spot&#8221; by the fireplace, so don&#8217;t you dare put your yoga mat there! We hold fixed notions of ourselves and others &#8211; she is outgoing; he is reclusive; I am good\/bad\/young\/old\/smart\/dumb&#8230; As we watch our experience, we&#8217;ll see how these perceptions happen almost instantaneously, and how holding on to these perceptions as unchanging things can cause suffering when experience doesn&#8217;t match our expectation.<\/p>\n<p>The poem\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/999poems.blogspot.ca\/2010\/02\/892-view-with-grain-of-sand-by-wislawa.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">View with a Grain of Sand<\/a>, by Wislawa Szymborska, gives us a sense of our limited perception of the world around us<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>We call it a grain of sand,<br \/>\nbut it calls itself neither grain nor sand.<br \/>\nIt does just fine without a name,<br \/>\nwhether general, particular,<br \/>\npermanent, passing,<br \/>\nincorrect, or apt.<\/p>\n<p>Our glance, our touch mean nothing to it.<br \/>\nIt doesn&#8217;t feel itself seen and touched.<br \/>\nAnd that it fell on the windowsill<br \/>\nis only our experience, not its.<br \/>\nFor it, it is no different from falling on anything else<br \/>\nwith no assurance that it has finished falling<br \/>\nor that it is falling still.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><strong>Volitional Formations<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>As described in <a href=\"http:\/\/www.audiodharma.org\/talks\/audio_player\/5304.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">a talk by Andrea Fella<\/a>, volition is a neutral thing &#8211; it&#8217;s an animating quality, but it&#8217;s always influenced or directed by some motivation. If the motivation is contracted (by greed, hatred, delusion), then the resulting fruit of that action will be unpleasant; if the motivation is wholesome (love, compassion, generosity), our hearts move towards happiness and peace.<\/p>\n<p>To begin seeing this factor of volition, Joseph Goldstein suggests &#8220;to begin noticing it before obvious physical movements.&#8221; For example, if you&#8217;re sitting in meditation and you change posture, &#8220;there is some energetic factor in the mind that wills the action.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Annie Nugent gave a talk and led a guided meditation to invite attention to this &#8220;about to&#8221; moment, to notice the motivation behind the volition:<br \/>\nhttp:\/\/www.dharmaseed.org\/teacher\/25\/talk\/37807\/<\/p>\n<p><strong>Consciousness<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Consciousness is the most basic kind of knowing &#8211; before we attach words or meaning to it. Joseph suggests a couple of ways to investigate consciousness:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>One comes from the understanding that the more mindful we are of the arising object, the clearer the consciousness of it becomes. When we bring a close attention to the breath, or sensations, to sights and sounds and thoughts, over time, we experience the knowing itself becoming increasingly clear and lucid.<\/p>\n<p>Another approach I have found helpful in experiencing directly this fifth aggregate is reframing our experience in the passive voice. &#8230; Our usual linguistic construction is the active voice: &#8220;I&#8217;m hearing, &#8220;I&#8217;m seeing,&#8221; I&#8217;m thinking.&#8221; &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Instead&#8230; we can shift from an active voice to a passive voice: &#8220;a sound being known,&#8221; &#8220;a thought being known,&#8221; &#8220;a sensation being known.&#8221; &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Reframing in this way is helpful because it takes the &#8220;I&#8221; out of the description.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>For any of these aggregates, we are instructed to know they arise, and they pass away.<\/p>\n<p>Some of these reflections can seem kind of esoteric. I know when I first heard some of these concepts, I was baffled or confused &#8212; and that&#8217;s okay! With awareness, time, patience, and kindness, you may come to see for yourself what this means for the way you relate to your experience.<\/p>\n<p>I take inspiration in this verse from T.S. Eliot&#8217;s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.columbia.edu\/itc\/history\/winter\/w3206\/edit\/tseliotlittlegidding.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Little Gidding<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>We shall not cease from exploration<br \/>\nAnd the end of all our exploring<br \/>\nWill be to arrive where we started<br \/>\nAnd know the place for the first time.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Have fun with the exploration!<\/p>\n<p>With best wishes,<br \/>\nAndrea<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Friends, The next aspect of phenomena we are invited to investigate are what are called the &#8220;aggregates&#8221; &#8211; a way of describing the kinds of &#8220;stuff&#8221; that make up our experience. The list of aggregates is: material form &#8211; like your body and the things your body senses (sights, sounds, etc.) feeling tone &#8211; as we already\u2026 <span class=\"read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/2018-01-24-noticing-the-about-to-moment\/\">Read More &raquo;<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[102],"tags":[148,44,153,150,146,117,149,154,151,152],"class_list":["post-378","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jan-2018","tag-aggregates","tag-andrea-fella","tag-annie-nugent","tag-formation","tag-fourth-foundation","tag-joseph-goldstein","tag-perception","tag-t-s-eliot","tag-volition","tag-wislawa-szymborska"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/378","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=378"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/378\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":950,"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/378\/revisions\/950"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=378"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=378"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.grzesina.net\/meditation\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=378"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}